the biggest possible smile...finally

So many conflicted feelings... and yet everyday reaffirms a constant happiness as an undercurrent. I'm beginning to realize just how miserable I've been for the past year. I really let myself settle for so many things. Now I'm able to pick up the pieces and be absolutely true to myself. As someone recently told me, it's all about trust. And damn am I trusting...

God, he makes me happy.


PS. Justin is ok. I've finally heard from him.